WTF

first i thought i heard wrong....
second i thought you have something to busy...
third...
i keep looking for better reasons for you....
now...
i'm sick....
sick of your attitude!
i'm paying for showing me anger?
such impatient and such not professional enough...
i still tolerate with you....
you ask for words...
i did....
but in return....
you have your opinion again...
fine...
but....
again go against what i heard??
my ears got problem again?
AGAIN?!

perhaps...=.=
and
i try ask again...
you are like....
"sh......"
and you shoot....
"i'm not gona to repeat this over and over again...(actually it just once...since you are again and again sending me different message...)"
hmm.....
and again...
i hope i was wrong...
and again chance is given..
hope you'll change...
i know you wont see this...
but it is just a little space for me to sound out what i feel....
and i had enough for that...
hope...
its just hope...
that is not anymore impatient faces.....
tones...
showing angers for no reason....
and being so hot tempered....
not anymore claim that we are wrong for dragging your time that SAMAN is gonna reach your wheels....(its rediculous!lol~)
our wrong again???
NO! of cause...its our class! our time!
who are you?!
pay for the fxxking parking lot that you'd parked your bloody car!
lol...
again...
its been so rude....
but...
its something i kept inside for quite sometimes....

anyway thanks...
you had lift my patience....
Xp
sia~

in the other hand...
today was the second presentation for LCS!
hell....
before that....
i really can feel my heart is beating fast all the long!
really afraid the stupid NERVOUS will get into me again!
i don't want it!

well...
its getting better now...
maybe i'm slowly get used to this new environment already....
every comments was fine to me....
a little critic of the ads that i've made....
you said: "it's too wordy.... i cant really focus.... just left the headline(2 words)'ll do... other is too much... and it spoils the image of the ads...it is a waste with such wonderful picture you have...."
=.= sxxx you...
pass 2 weeks i'd asked you over and over again to make sure....
and you raised your tone....
"This is LCS class.... i need more words.... i don't want just 2 words that simple... please focus on words..."

see?this is what i did... to satisfy the wordy request.... does it that terrible? =/

this is what i want actually....


i was quite happy of what i had done today...
i really feel it is so full-filled...
and a little of satisfaction....XP
don't care d la...haha
as long as it is from my very best for now...
i happy with it...
so how you think?

and now i have to do another copy of it with a "minor" changes suggested by the lecturer and apply on it....lazy ar..T.T tired lea...help~

P/S: i'm getting back on track... lend me a hand k? =) nothing is happy or not happy by doing anything it is just that is it based on willing or not willing? is it with true heart? if is is true... ya..you'll have real happy... good luck