Friday, April 30, 2010

我回来了。


就这么低潮的一段时间,就只有吉他陪我度过。

也许在人生最低潮的时候,安慰有需要的人,就是如何让自己重新真正的在跌倒后爬起;就算再跌也会懂怎么才会跌得最美。

没有亲身体验,你永远都不知道你有多好,多差。

最难受的不是知道自己有多烂,多糟,而是不知道自己有多好。

错过了感情,就只剩下想给你浪漫而学的吉他。

我,开始专注于自己,应为我开始领悟到我需要学会更爱自己,好让下一个我能爱上的人更幸福。

我的天使,飞吧,飞得高飞得远,累了就在我这儿休息。

我累了就得咬紧牙根继续寻找新的生命动力,要不然怎么让你靠??

回来了。

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Astonishing photo produced by Li Wei(China)

Note: The following action photos are not Photoshopped.

The breathtaking photography is taken by an artist(Li Wei) from China smartly uses the wire and angle of shooting in order to create such unbelievable action in real life.

Standing on the cloth~the last one was half hung seems coming down from the flying cloth.

Playing football in zero gravity on earth.

Unique group photo.

Stay up or down?

Human paper-plane.

Touch the sky.

Ouch.

stunt~

Aqua-Gymnastic?

....

Free fall.

Brutalism.

Human flight.

Never SEE YOU again. 不见。

Pull me up. Or. Football? Xp

P/S: Unbelievable right? Actions in the photo say it all.

These are what we called "Number/ License plate"~ Xp

I'm just wonder how do they came out with this funny idea~
hehe...evil*

If theres a "Satan".

Here might has a "GOD" too~

License plate too small?

Caution: The following article is rated 18 sx~(For Malaysia Only) Xp

Ass orgy~ Sweat!

"AssHOLE" You will never realize this if you put it upright~cool! xp

Girls-U?

What you think is what you see.

G-spot over.....

STFU!!! Xp

yea its really OMG & WTF!!!????



I HEART your Butt too! Xp

P/S: Kinda speechless for these Plates~ Xp enjoy.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Smile~=p

to Someone... Maybe you are right, I'm not understand you at all...
Sorry ya... For those words that really bothers you which i didn't realize...
All i want... is just want you to find back yourself...
want you to know avoid doesn't change anything but pressure you...
as times goes by....
the load on your shoulder will increase....
and this probably might hurt you deeply without realize...
Finally you'll gave up...
hide yourself....
and totally lost yourself...
And slowly we will never see you anymore....

when the time you don't love yourself...
anything bad might happen....
and things will getting worse and never a U-turn will come after it..
facing the prob is nothing about solving the prob....
but just you got to stop hesitating, worrying and all negative thoughts....
and start to accept the fact..
things that happening to you now...
achieve things a little by little....
not to rush yourself for everything that you cant finish on the spot...
just like before you get to the top floor of the building you got to pass through the 1st floor, 2nd floor....
and the following floors right?
now the situation is like the elevator is not working...
and you got to use the staircase to climb up to the 100th floor...
so you are now choose to fear yourself with the 100th floor and thinks that you'll never get to 100th floor as the elevator had stop forever...
cant you just take a 1st move on to the emergency staircase?
achieve a level by level...
from there you also can get out from the emergency door and check whether the lift whether it is working???right???
action speaks louder then words....
now the choices are in your hand...
whether you want to take this challenge or prepare to give up....
Well... maybe you still think that you need sometimes...
yea... you can have it.... but don't take it too long ya!
try walk through the stairs slowly...
I will just beside you. talk to me as you feel so. Don't ever think that every words of you might pressure me. I can manage that unless you suspect me. Don't give up as we didn't give up you. Love yourself before anyone do. Don't think that keeping everything in yourself is a way as you can't manage it. If you still treat me as your friend. Do not so welcome with me. Since I'm ready for you.

Cheer up friend.
As the sun will rise. Theres always better tomorrow.
I will always remember the days we had spent together. outing. Genting. Your house. Hospital. and every words from you. Please come back k? I don't want you to lose yourself. Since I never think of losing you this friend.

P/S: The moment that I never forget. The heartbreaking news that happened to you. I'd spent my off working hours with you throughout the night in the hospital. i stayed awake though I'm tired. afraid of you to wake up in the middle of the night and no one to talk to. Feels like crying with you. But i can't. Cause i know i got to be stronger. Friends came in bunch stay overnight with you during the hardest moment too. You promise us not to give up. You have achieved very well. And why you give up now? does it really worth you to do so???? Don't break the promise k? Don't fear yourself with the future. Don't bother yourself with the all your pass. Don't fuck up life in the present. Just do what you can do. AND. you are working besides study its already tired, don't mess up yourself with those stupid thoughts. Since its a great start and you took the 1st move. means you are strong. I'm proud of you. keep it up. As you feel sick. Just cry it out loud. Just tell me as you need a shoulder. Then wipe off your tears and continue. trust me. It is not going to be forever. there will be a sunny day. Remember we are in the rain with you under the same umbrella. GAMBATEH! you can do it. I'm counting on you.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

To: My friends.

Its nearly suffocated....
losing my mind badly...
My soul is running away from my body...
I'm trying so hard...
yet I'm getting lazier every once I feel I nearly losing it...
I know I shouldn't gave up...
It's seems like I'm fighting between the evil and angel in me...
Who am I???
Does it really important???
What I want from the beginning of the plan???
Am I changed???
I hope I'm not...
But some of you claimed that I'm losing my sense of humor...
Indirectly way saying that I'm getting bored....
It wasn't me....
yes...
I admitted that yea...
Recently I weren't feel so good...
and started to questioning myself...
I think I got to stop...
before I get mad...

P/S: I realized that I'm so uncomfortable to remain myself at the point of balance... I'm getting lesser concern on the people around me... and I feel so hollow every time I think bout it... and maybe that's why recently I were tended to be so forgetful... Sorry friends.... Just leave me sometimes to keep myself at low profile... I promise I'll back on track A.S.A.P. ... No worries for those who worry me...You know who you are...=)

I got to look into myself for a little while more. Before I get emo. =) I'm ok.

Heres the stopping of my insomniac days.