512, remember the day

heartbreaking news on si chuan earthquake 512...
an article which i had read in the pass few months.. it took away many of lifes and changed many peoples' life throughly after a severe quake.
i still remember one of the article during that time...
its about a father and a son had trapped in the earthquake and the mother is dead squished in between the wreakage... the upper body was exposed to the outside world and lower body is stucked inside the collapsed room which her husband and son were trapped... theres no way else for them to come out from the wreakage... after had one glance at the son... the father decided to saw the body of his wife in order to kept his son and him to survive... can you get that image? for me even though it is just imagin and it is impressive enough for me to carry it in my mind until today... and i decided to look into it again...

the family members are collapse, the daughter kneeled down begging for the rescuing of their father that buried under the wreckage...

"no worries honey... i'll send you back to our home..." the husband tied his wife that sacrificed during that si chuan earthquake with him so that he could send her back to their home on his bike and never leave her...

"soon u'll be alright..." i guess its not anymore bout the pains all over the body but the pain that being torn apart forever with their beloved ones....

the chair left for no one... it stored the memories before every these tragedies happened...

its a few days after the disaster.... the victim's family brought their photo so that the rescue team could get them back to them... began with hope and last with broken dreams for most of them... and it last forever... stay strong people... don't give up...

"she is so cute... and so grateful.. but now..." a father who lost his daughter holding the photo tide.. crying with no tears but the pains...

"come back son...." she knew her son is no longer alive... its really heart breaking.. and hard to accept it as a truth... "stay strong mum... i don't want to see you cry...i'll take care of myself..."

the hands poking out from the collapsed wall... were seeking for help until the last breath but yet couldn't get anyone but the

this guy had great suffer under the severe collapsed building and wondering is he still alive...

the only exposed hand seeking for help until the energy worn off...


the innocent boy child reply a smile to the rescue member as for thankful and to comfort the mother that had waited for his positive reply... the man was crying for the pain that lost his beloved ones..

perhaps they are still alive.... theres a lot of hopes....
.the father headed to the collapsed school to pack his passed daughter's used stationary and workbooks... and tears are dropping inside....

this shows love is borderless....

"i promise you i will study hard... and i wana be someone succeed in the future.. to buy you a mansion... drive nice car... but now..."

p/s:we will never know wads going to happen next.. appreciate every moments with our beloved ones... and try our best in everything... if tomorrow it fall on us... at least we will never regretted that we'd live once before.. wake up people... theres alot misfortune visit every corner of the world every day, every hour, every minute, every second and even a mili-second... it still happens.. and wars are still carry on... hey people... why still we keep on fighting each other? why don't we save our breath to give them a helping hand? you can make a difference... lets mourn for them... i'm just a student and didn't manage to do any donation and travelling to those corner that needed us the most... just wish to contribute a little here.. and hope its aid...the feelings of affection- L.O.V.E

Last words

Making fun of people is real fun... making fun of people that you hate is more fun... people that u making fun of is real fun.... and you think its fun by showing those ignorant face infront of the people that you making fun of... he didn't know... by letting you to do anything and willing to fooled by you without complaining... behind the scenes that whispered and laugh out as rude as you can do.... he still keeping silence... and you think he is stupid... and as guilty as you continue... and you feel real fun! when its in more bigger group you form... and the more you enhance the trouble and making worst of him... you feel wow... its so delight... yeah! you have revenged... and you really feel so as you could poking holes on his back and laugh as loud as no body business... hell... be mature k?? why don't try do it infront of him? by letting him know? since he manage things in so terrible.. and kill him infront of the crowd by took away his pride by one shot? you'll be more happy right? but... you didn't... but just wish to do it silently.... and gives him a combo... and giving all those "reasonable" reasons to those listeners... until the day you sensed that he is commenting... in the way that... you are disadvantage.. and you come out with those annoying faces... and you put on a mask now... come near to this prey... and acting with your monkey faces... acting angry... acting sincere.... acting innocent... and doing in the way that... you are OPEN-minded.. in fact... you are afraid of what people think of you... and what people talk behind you... and started to act to exaggerate and spread whatever and adding in some enhancer into the story.. come on.... you are adult... cant you manage to do things in your age? no one really cares who are you... but the innocents... pity them and shame on you. but... he didn't blame you.... cause the one should blame and sad of... what'd built your character... your manners... and where's your conscience? he is wondering... maybe you didn't realize? who knows? you know the main different of human and animal... can you tell me? probably not... its human may manage to overcome the emotions... but animal will only totally conquer by those fxxking emotions... and hence have no humanity... its sometimes really happen to us... as rational was M.I.A.. and which we can't blame... so there is no blame for you?? and by not admitting this fact.... yea you are slowly apply with this matter of fact... and now you start cursing like no one.... and wanted to revenge... yea... you are welcome animal... with "s".... (sorry if you think you are) its so sick when seeing those human acts like an animal... which think herself were so right and doesn't really look deep in herself... and materialistic aswell... and likes to be the slave of money and pride... and dying with easy life... and slowly become blind... so he is wondering as you say you are happy... and come out with those superficial theory as what is friend and what friends are for... and if i not wrong.. you are denying now... you will always think you are most important as compare to anyone... and think yourself is always right... and you'll never see things from other people's angle... it reflects on how sick you are... how immature are you... every dream may stop one day... hope that day is still early for you... what i'm trying to say is... i'm so stupid.... to think that it is always a better day tomorrow... and world is always so peace... and slowly i fell sick... sick of you people... it'll always hurt when i share my feelings with you people... and you'll never think of why i so care... firstly i hate to create enemy... now i'm sick of making unwanted friends.... nothing to blame... but blame to my immature positive thought... and i've grow with every pain... this world is so fair... only people with darkest heart stay longest on earth... people with positive thought dies early... and now i realized... its real fair... cause people who die later than anyone else suffers the most... which he/she didn't considered that at the early age... i chosen to die at last... so no one is suffer... but you guys never know...
learn to accept & appreciate things... but not always running away from it... you'll take it somehow...
A friendship may sink as either one side has lost its weight....

P/s: i had carried thousands of experiment on myself... its once in a while i was so tired by making all the people around me happy and satisfy with me... and in the end of the day i discovered a matter of fact... its so true... "in your life, you may not able to satisfy all the people around you, but you can chose to satisfy on 2 category of people to you. first was your friends and second was the category of people that hate you for no reason. so why not just to try your best to satisfy the big category of friends that easy going with you, and ignore the small particuler group that always digs out your pain with stupid reasons, whats wrong?" and " you can fool all the people at a time, but not all the people at all the time...." ...and again im thoroughly exhausted now with this small particular group... and i think its worth that i'd exposed myself with no self-defended... and it tells me how important are you to me... and how much value do you have... i'm relief now since i can delete you from the friend's list of mine... with no any wonder =) thank you for what you'd do to me by the early days... i do really appreciate... and unsolved misunderstands in you were the big murderer. that's all i can say and nothing i can do.

now i understand what is hate all about.

Personality Test

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Its quite accurate somehow...
the answer from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Further more...It says...

Aesthetic

You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it.

You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.

Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.

Understanding

You are willing to take the time to find out what's going on with other people, especially if they're in distress. You're a good listener, you don't criticize, and you offer unbiased, respectful, honest advice when it's requested.

You don't feel the need to impose your standards on others or say things that, even though true, cause pain.

With a high score on the "understanding" trait, it is likely that you are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

Curious

You like to get to the bottom of things. You're not content knowing what someone did; you want to know why they did it.

You don't simply take things as they are and move on; you're not content skimming along on the surface; you don't feel you're wasting time by digging for the meaning of things.

Warm

You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort.

You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.

Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

Cooperative

You enjoy teamwork, play well with others, and prefer getting along to winning.

You're not compelled to win every contest nor to be right all the time.

(i'm still wondering with this.... I don't think i am....and i'm so hoping it really happens!)

Empathetic

You are in touch with your own feelings, which helps put you in touch with the feelings of others.

You don't buy the logic that your happiness comes ahead of everyone else's because unless you're happy you're incapable of making anyone else happy.

Cautious

You very rarely make a move without first considering the pros and cons and, therefore, rarely do anything foolish or extravagant.

You are not rash; you almost never act before you think and, therefore, rarely end up doing things you later regret.

Organized

You like to think a task through before you embark on it. If it's the slightest bit complicated, you make a list (even if it's only in your mind) and methodically work your way through it. When you have a goal in mind, you're not satisfied until you reach it.

You are not one of those people who ignore the details, and you don't understand how anyone can get anything accomplished without thoughtful planning ahead of time.

Introspective

You like your own company; you're a very interesting person. Tracking your own mental processes, knowing what you're thinking and why you do what you do, is important to you. Often, what's going on in your mind is more compelling than what's going on outside.

You are not someone who is constantly looking to be among a group of friends; you never feel bored when you are by yourself.

For the most part, those with a high score on the "introspective" trait enjoy reading, taking long walks, learning new things, and other solitary activities.

Arbitrary

You believe life can be fairly random, and trying to impose a tight little grid on it is a waste of time - your conclusion: relax. Things will work out (or not). No need to get ultra-logical about everything.

You do not believe that everything has a logical explanation or that every problem has a logical solution.

This is more into detail...

http://www.signalpatterns.com/personality_survey#

P/S: i am so surprised which it is more understand me that i am... psychology is miracle! =)

13年後的蠟筆小新

YEA! is Crayon Shin Chan!
didn't think that it can be so touching too!!!!
anyway...
was streaming the you-tube....
accidentally i found this...
its much more to express the feelings in words...
but my language is just limited me...
as you watch it...
i guess you can feel what i'm feeling now...
its so touching...

http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=1678560710041999719

what you think?

up & down

hmm its few seems tragedies for me now..
or maybe not?
its a sign?
i guess ya....
its leading me way to be the better reptiles...Xp
but it is mainly impact on the self-confidence....
AGAIN?! ya.. again.... lols...

lets come with the first one...
before that i thought i was quite good in drawing....
and yet drawing it just not only black and white....
but colours~
the insensitivity in colour in me makes me feel more into the colour blind!!!!
it is something to do with the c0lour flow from dark to light and the reflection of colours and blend on the(etc... etc...)...
wow...
its a quite a distance of jump through here...
practice makes perfect...
and practice and be more sentitive (sensitive here mainly in arts) will do i guess...
correct me if i'm wrong...
haha...
since i was feeling so disappointed by the first colour drawing...
and by the same time i got back all my black and white drawings in the first sem...
its unbelievable! which i've almost forget...
and the results are kept throughout the sem and until now only released!!!
from the first grade B- to the rest B+.....
Finally i scored an A in the final perspective drawing!!!!!
now i really feel it!
it's more like a encouragement...
once i felt...
"practice makes perfect" is making sense!!!! XP

the second was....
now i'm entering the second lesson of language communication skill....
and ya...
today was the presentation...
i think the tragedy fell on me...
and a little on others too!
something its really worth to laugh with...
i stucked! really badly and cant even spell a single word for almost half a minute...
that is outnumbered of distractions happened in recent...
though really i'd really prepared my presentation...
but just cant get myself prepared....
for its quite big impact on my self-confidence...
the immature of thinking is still flowing a little by little by the plenty of time...
and i'm acting against from it...
and forcing myself to doing things in the RIGHT way perhaps...
( just trying to seek for the true answer...)
and i cant just make used to it...
and as what you can see..
i failed...
its a big disappointment for me on presentation for the very first time...
which i never felt...

BUT...
i tend to laugh at it...
its also the things i should happy with...
relax and see what fell in my past....
i done presentation smoothly and so well compare to now....
but that time i just feel that, it ain't any satisfaction or things to happy with...
but now i realized...
its so true that...
if i won't fall....
i won't feel the pain...
and whats the feeling of satisfaction really are....
and i don't know how happy in happiness can be...

As for those art work...
what i can say was...
as if you achieved a certain level...
and when you entering a new level...
you'll realized...
everything before this level...
ain't a big thing...

as for the future....
if i'm looking back this....
it ain't a big thing....
but for me now...
its a BIG thing of course!!!!!!

propelling forward!

P/s: its a little harsh and impatient of the lecturer today... a little pissed off... but its ok.... since lecturers from our coll are mostly part-timers and yet they all are considered professional enough... just a little bit trouble with time... especially when lecture hours and working hours come to a crash... hope it may improve and a little more punctual will be just fine...=) and ya great presentation you guys having! proud of you guys^! keep it up and with improvement of course!!

* was hoping you ok with the little critic, since its just a beginning. its find to make mistake now and improve from it and it'll be fine in the future.something i realized... your quality of work is degraded i'm just hoping what i'm thinking wasn't the truth. sincerely hoping all the best in everthing you do. you still have your friends support you. nothing to be afraid. for you everything is going smoothly just learn to appreciate things that's it. friend indeed is friend in need, BUT not friend in need is friend indeed. hope you get what i'm trying to say.
You know who you are.

Our days are coming back

was arranging the files in my thumb drive.... and found these images... It reminds me of something... It is playing in my mind now... i guess its all the same with you guys... i still believed that it is still the turning point... as all the misunderstanding is gone... and now...
i'm hoping that...
no one is leaving... especially the one who planning to leave... trust me by the first and the last time.... I'm wondering are you really with me? hope so

take 1

take 2

take 3

take 4

tella, Me & Aaron

P/S: though we had those confession... but things still remain undone... Its still a question mark at the last of the sentence... soon it'll turn to a full-stop... whether it's a perfect now its depends... effort from two are in need... i'm now opened to everything... come and deal =) You are most welcomed! i'm so precious that you guys'd started the first step

"Anything You Can Forget But SPLASH PARTY... It's a best prove we ain't acting naturally by recent us"

its a smiling face you can see...
but the inside....
its full with pressure...
hard time i'm having....
hardest?
i guess not...
that is a strange feeling...
but yet
its feel more like a encouragement for the recent me...
just don't know why...
where is my pessimist thought?
been occupied by the optimist thought?
i guess i know....
i can feel its burning inside...
an undistinguished fire...
i am not dying...
i kept silent....
its to making sure of something....
i'm going aggressive i guess...
thanks YOU for what you've done to me...

something is growing in different way...
wake me up if necessary...
i'm not afraid that i'll fall anymore...
the meaning and reason that i'm living, first is my family, my friends and of cause myself....
i'm starting to love myself before anyone do

Nothing is so embarrassing but a coward

"THEY WAIT"

i'm so surprised that....

first time i kept awake in sunway pyramid's cinema!!!!!!

now is 1: 30 a.m.
just back from a late night horror movie~

Caution: do not close your eye(s)...

yea...
they are waiting for you~
haha..Xp
anyway..
its sort of worth-to-watch especially for couples~ Xp
the story line is kind of unexpected...
so for me its a great movie with different style of ghost story telling!
you may laugh for a second and then followed by your heartbeat stop for 2 seconds....
that all i can say...
so what it is about?
haha... i don't want to spoil all the "surprise" la!
go watch yourself!
confirm CHUN! XP

P/S: OO ya...remember go at night!! =p

What a schedule

i just got my timetable...
u guess what?
only monday, wednesday, friday & saturday have class...
the rest all off...
LOL~
some more the saturday class had lengthen till the late afternoon!
my weekends off are gone! T.T
aix...

hmm...
it might seems horrible by just looking at it...
but if think it in detail...
i can have better rest and perform the best for everyday!!!
hope everything is going fine..
come on....
this is "cow" year...

hehe..yea right...i'm working with DARLIE..

Darlie: "you copy COW!"

ROAR~ not MOooooooo~

lets kick-away all the blocks! XP

you made my year!

got enough break after spm 2007...

at the beginning of 2008....
i fully exposed myself to the outside world....
strata of friendships had created over times....

(date: 03/01/2008- 05/03/2008)
SUB timesquare...
the fashion with black & white as trademarks....
though the pay that they are paying is not consider high...
but yet i'd grew to be more independent here and much more confidence...
and i knew you guys!!!!! my colleagues, my friends....

the big family of SUB-ts at early 2008...

all in the pic no longer in SUB...
so kinda hard to contact each of them now..

zhen, me , marcus & heng

like yesterday...Xp lolz!

"F4" in the fitting room~ XP

the 3 "gangster"s~ do we look like?

"Store-room"whore~ XP

Justin, yoko, me

i like the jacket!...Xp

my days in SUB ended due to the national service....

p/s: the moments we used to have lunch, we rushing back to punch card, we sing-k after work, our laughters, our sweats throughout the CNY period, our minor conflicts, our birthday celebrations which 3 at once.... it is stil freshly playing in my mind as i recall back those memories.... there's someone here i admire.... she is 6 years elder than me how i fall????? haha..Xp


(date: 18/03/2008- 08/05/2008)
NS life begun in kem kubena, sipitang, sabah....
190308....
i'll never forget....
it's the day i get bald!!!!!Xp
at night, when the lamp firstly flashed on my bald....
and the shadow occured on the floor....
i was like...
wth~! whose head is this????!!!!
(supposedly i will just keep adjusting my hair which spiking up before that with the shadow... freak man~! Xp haha)

The Dewan Makan we used to sleep~ XP

since most of us is from different districts....
we blend easily....
brotherhood were built...
we taking care of each other whoever you are, wherever you from...
the can't-be-avoid quarrel happened too...
i involved myself...
the issue is so sensitive and hence i cannot mention here...
but...
i think i will regret and feel shame of myself as i am a coward that time...
and because of that...
i got more understand of most of them...
and glad you guys are standing on my side that time...
i can feel the warm from the supports that are given...
and yet i feel so cold with the cruelness of the matter of facts...
i'm getting aggressive that's it....

the few days of holiday in the camp during ching-meng...
i had spent my time in lawas...
every moments here...
i feel so miracle....
which can't really explained in words...
but feel will do....

our big family in lawas~ sg. bangat beach(if i'm correct Xp)

take 2~

ching-meng we go picnic.... can you imagine? lols~ =)
try count the people in the photo...
all of us go to the beach in one Toyota Hilux~siao!!!XP
most of us squeeze at the back of the truck...
and you guess what..
while the time we going back...
down pour occured..
the rain drops hitted on our skin is something like stones falling on us!!!!
pain sial!!!~ but fun!!! i never had this craze before!!! Xp haha...

the lawas garden~

the sudden landslide on 25th of april...
caused emergency close for our kem...
all of us being splitted in a night...
we have been sent to few different camps after all...
we all sent back to the peninsula and continue our camp here.....
as others were sent to camps around sabah....
thats the night we torn the most....
the atmosphere is so down...
our dinner suddenly became so tasteless..
everyone is so quiet...
supposedly we have dinner together....
but now seems the table next to us is blank out....
and theres no one..
feels lik losing something that is important...
but yet just cant do anything....
and tears start rolling in the eyes....

they are together no matter where are them....and yet they are separated by the landslide at the time...

the night before leaving...
we'd planned to celebrate one of our friend's birthday earlier than the usual one...
i've been rushing the birthday card under my little torch light and limited sight...
few of us were passing around our note book to wrote down our regards and contact...
perhaps we are not seeing each other anymore... lol...
everyone slept...
the snores is so loud in the dome...
everyone slept...
left me...
supprisingly...
i not scared anymore...
but jz unwilling to leave the people here and the place we used to be..
its so sudden and unprepared....
in the afternoon we were hell so happy and enjoy playing football and all the laughters as usual....
really cant imagine...
accept it? forced to!
sobs~

they are in sabah/sarawak(except the Singh~)...will we meet again? =)

my group in the class-programme

we are in one~

the night before we leave... as our song is playing... we cry like nobody business.... our eyes are red...

our steps... our songs... could you remember?

Alfa-"wi..ra... wi..ra... WATI!...."(we will rock you)

Bravo-"rajawali... rajawali... rasa sayang hei! rasa sayang sayang hei..."

Charlie-"charlie gemiling... o charlie gemilang! hu~ha!!..."
Delta.....

perhaps the songs are playing yesterday...

we took army flight (c130)...
few of us sent to kem kuala kubu baru(kkb)....
with our heart is still missing each other...
i still remember the scene the girls were crying while being pulled to aside to be sent to different camps...

these are my little time in kkb...

we mandi kolam!!! Xp
(for your info, its probibited...)

i being stuck in the middle! Xp

we hate cantin food!!! this is the cafe for us.. haha

thanks for you guys for look after me and guide me as i am new here....
though time we spend together is short...
but its so much fun!
happy to know you guys!!!
you guys is great in table tennis!
i'd enjoy the game...
especially you! nicholas!!! terengganu boy!!!

'pop'~ times like fly.....
8th of may....
i'd backed with bald...
and darker skin!!!!
even my mom also cant recognize me!!! sei mou....Xp

(date:01/06/2008- 08/2008)
i backed to SUB to visit my "old" colleages....
most of them left....
and my two ex-supervisors are goin to work with levi's pavilion...
they offer me to work with them since my sem start on september...
deal~!
Xp
haha...
1st of june...
its the day...
i get contact with the levi's strauss...
and i handle evrything from the selling floor to the counter...
and thanks my suprevisor given me such a chance....
i really gain alot...
from zero to 90%...
again this company is really stingy in paying....
sumore likes to cut your salary!!!
the first month i had been cut away 500 bks!!! wth...
anyway i had made friends here too!but its sad that 1 of them misunderstood me...
lol~ tried but cant help it...
i enjoyed serving good customers!!! Xp
anyone of you looking for levis jeans remember tell me i can promote you...XP haha..

Lis, Anderson, Nelson, me at the below...XP

-treat ones with sincere heart, you'll be replied with a smile-

*street wear bible *J.cool donuts *Maison *red-box *we "snake" XP haha..

P/S: i left this company in the early august with the reason of further my study...
infact the main reason is i cant cope with the stupid rules that given by the company...
group 36 is having big prob in handle its man-power...
lols~
what i can say was...
the company won't appreciate its worker...
every benefits goes to the upper department after the position of manager...

(date: 03/09/2008)
followed by my first semester of college's life...
and here i got into another friendship....

compare to the previous years....
2008 is such a full-filled one...
and yet it caused me emotional unstable...
sometimes really confused...
and yet stil can cope with it...
and i understand...
our life cant be colourful without sadness and happiness either one....
i'm learning to accept things...
and appreciate...

i'm glad i met everyone of you! you guys made my year!!! Xp

lets put a full-stop to year 2008

is it a perfect full-stop or an imperfect full-stop?
it depends..
for me...
its a imperfect full-stop....
the promise that we promised....
where it is?
forgotten?
or else?
hmm...

31st of Dec 2007....

31st Dec 2008..
i backed to the place we used to be but yet there is isn't any of you there...
but strangers...

Miss You All

my 2008 can't be perfect without you...miss you guys! lets wave to year 2008! bye forever

For this new year 2009....
i'm here wish all of you with all the best wishes...
all the best in study...
& may the relationship gets stronger....
forget bout the miserable pass and look forward...
but don't forget all the happiness we had...
Hope to see you again!..
bye

P/S: friends come & go and it proves.... no matter what... you'd made up a moment of my life... it's my precious.. thanks =)