SWIM!!!!

my blog is either dead or emo nowadays....
aix...
should expose more to new people....
i gotta peal off my previous skin!!!!!
its so bored!!!
i realized that the circle of my friends its getting smaller....
the matter of fact is....
"Friends come and go..."
but for me now...
it is...
"Friends go"
but never
"come"
its so miserable....
nothing i could blame but myself....
guys....
please choose the college that concentrate on both academic and outdoor activities.....
as if you are the type of active person....
not to regret...
T.T
i have no way back....
but moving forward...
not to say that i've chosen the wrong path....
but its the uneasy period from the unwanted ones in the path....
i really have to shrug it off...
of what it is happening recently....

come on turtle....
swim...
swim!

Its not good to be Good!

something i knew...
but i rather i don't know about it....
and i hope never know at all!!!!!!!
it's so suffering to act that i'm innocent....
but...
besides...
i really have no idea what's going next....
and what am i going to do....
maybe its not the right time...
and it might be a reason for me to keep avoiding...
cause i know...
if i revealed the truth....
you guys will not happy and kiddy around like now...
i decided to keep....
YOU know its you....
please...
next time before you do anything...
please think and consider about the consequences that might happen after all...
you might saying that i'm not cooperate with you guys or what...
but...
before that....
please look at the mirror...
see...
see who are you and what you did...
what forgive?
forgive what?
i ain't doing anything wrong...
but i also already apologized for the things i never do....
and its not done by me...
YOU are acting to be good....
lol...
its just so fake....
i know all of you might saying that i'm stupid or what....
but i'm just not keen to hurt anyone...
i'm really tired to look back to the issue and talk about it...
i really sick of it really!
YOU WILL NEVER REALIZE.....

its really sarcastic....
when all of YOU were standing in the same row...
and act nothing infront of me....
FAKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to YOU: you will always say... "i forgive....." but never "i'm sorry..." this obviously shows that you never found yourself wrong... actually i had forgiven and apologized earlier on.... but i never feel its sincere from you... its doesn't really important for a "sorry" from you... i'm just feel its so fake to keep myself along with friend that will only care about herself! i'm not comfortable at all... i wish you understand... its not one side's job but both.... the matter is not that superficial that you think... i don't think you understand this now.... *stop*

P/S: Nobody will realize the disaster is approaching.... and theres always no prevention!!! have fun all.... i got no point why i'm so stupid... i'm so regretted i started my facebook.... thanks for the contribution from YOU. i'm so surprised for your sudden appear....

Nowadays, i guess no one can survive without Hp....
Especially teenagers like us...
Am i still? Xp haha

Anyway,
its been a week without my hp...
yet i realized that ...
the things that im inconvenient with is...
i hardly to talk with my mum....
and friends in 1 or 2...
other than that...
Hp for me is just like an alarm clock...
nothing else'd be..
it means that now my life is still going well without Hp...
and it also proves that the circle of friends of mine is also getting smaller...
Its getting BORING!!!
i don't wana die of boredom man...
and assignment is everything!!!!!
lol...

P/S: I realized I'll get emo if i'm alone...

was struggling of gastric and flee for 2 days....
and yet i'm still alive...
haha...
pending assignments were once been delayed again...
Xp

hence i continued....
besides i found few sites that flood with impressive wallpapers...
from the wallpapers for normal screen...
and to Dual-screen...

This is what a dual-screen means...I 'heart' this one =)

impressive huh?! simply love it.

For anyone that is looking for impressive wallpapers for your PC...
here is the site:
http://hqwalls.blogspot.com

enjoy.